Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, June 19, 2008

here are the june camp pictures courtesy of jimmy=)
at yuying, waiting to board the bus

at the canteen, with tracy as camp commandant

domitories. shaun so cute!

ice-breaking

games. haha lawrence in action

diana being dressed up at the bottom right hand pic.

we played lao ying zhua xiao ji. lol so fun
and the bottom hand pic is taken during night walk

the beauty exposed ;

june camp was fun but tiring
japan got 6th, not bad =) haha
i think two days one night is enough for me
have to handle a bunch of kids who are "monster" when they are in a group=xx
lol
camp ended on sunday afternoon
me and sis went to miss clarity cafe for lunch
i was quite enjoying my food when suddenly phua called me
she told me that our cousin just died
i was in total shock that i repeated what she said with question mark
fell asleep on 43 and just slept all the way till eleven plus
couldn't wake up for pw meeting though i set alarm
i feel guilty
so i managed to wake up at eleven at night
then went back to sleep

monday evening, went over to my cousin's house for the funeral
it felt weird to see my cousin lying in the coffin
i didn't really cry much that night. everything just feel surreal at that time
but i cried when my aunt told my cousin's story and what he had been through
he was still so young
reached home close to midnight

tuesday morning
reached my cousin's house at around eight
cried alot that day
i cried when i see grandpa cried
i cried when i see grandma cried until she had to sit down
i cried when my cousin's body was sent into the crematorium to be burnt
it was horrible, to have to see the body being sent into the room to be burnt
even though the doctor said that my cousin might pass away anytime, it was still a shock
mum cried alot. sis too. even daddy and brother teared.
i hope god did not disappoint my cousin, that there really is heaven and that one day he will be able to reunite with his family

it was my great fortune to know him and have him as my godbro

the beauty exposed ;