me=)

2012-01-26T22:13:00.001+08:00

stupid singtel
after my contract is up, i am going to switch telco
they don't allow me to temporarily suspend my contract
since i will be in netherlands for like 4months, it's useless to continue paying for my monthly fees since i won't be using it at all
can't they be more flexible like starhub or m1?
irritated ttm

2012-01-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

i want to go sing k!!
the above is for yl
we haven't eat b&j!!
how??
we haven't go see titanic exhibition!!
how??
=((((
the above is for yl also.

2012-01-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

my whole body is aching
i haven't exercise at such intensity for a very long time
handball is really fun
even though i can't shoot haha
i feel quite inspired
my teammates so scary, they just zham the ball
thankfully i am a girl and the guys not that rough towards me cos the game quite violent
this coming fri will be the semis and finals=)

2011-12-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

i am working now
dunno if i will be able to persevere till the last week of Jan but i will try.
the working hours are great-office hours. the pay is great, food is provided
my only complaint is the location
at senoko!
i just hope that the job nature won't be too difficult cos i got a feeling that my colleagues ain't that patient

i love boyfriend!thanks for accommodating me=)

2011-12-16T13:15:00.003+08:00

this sem is such a surprising sem!

but i am so happy

cos i didn't get C for FM, got A-, so surprising! but it's a good surprise=)

after all the time and hard work that i spent on FM, i feel i deserve the grade.

FT was surprising too cos i got C+ for resume and i thought will end up with B grade but got A- instead=D

then AE thankfully got A+ or i think i will cry. didn't do well for finals though, got A- for it. but it's the overall that matters?

then IO i am super satisfied=) hopefully i can be the teaching assistant for IO next year

and i am seriously considering applying for an internship with Competition Commission of Singapore

and i am satisfied with CAT too. after all the numerous nightmares about presentation, very little sleep and panic during midterm, i deserve the A- grade too.

hopefully my GPA can keep going up!

i love this sem=D

2011-12-12T16:06:00.004+08:00

Lovely Bali

but 3 days is not enough!

2011-11-29T01:29:00.002+08:00

exam finally ended

i didn't have alot of papers actually, just 3 but still, couldn't wait for it to be over

leaving for Bali soon but i feel so unprepared

just want to sit and chill on the beach and maybe go for spa=) sounds heavenly!~

but i hope that sis will not give birth till i am back from Bali

i don't want to miss the special moment

can't wait to see my nephew=)

2011-11-10T02:21:00.000+08:00

CAT is MADNESSS=(

i want to sleep so i shall edit the report tmr!

2011-11-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

CAT is very tedious but i learnt so much about microsoft excel and this made me feel super accomplished

satisfaction

i used to know really little stuff about excel, haha i only used it to do charts

but now i know how to use formulas, do modelling, create macro

and make a business model

today i managed to create a pop up msg box=)

proud of myself

thankfully i took CAT with my netball friends

they helped me alot during lessons. nice ppl=)

tying up the macros is super tedious cos i am not sure about the vgb language

thankfully didn't take IS cos can imagine that javascript will be as bad!

hope that our model will work and get good grades

generally this sem i think Financial Math will be the subject with the worse grade

why did i take it???

on a brighter note

it's a good thing that i am going exchange next sem cos bidding for next sem super inflated!

my friend bidded thirty plus for all econs mods but only got 1

so scary la. hyperinflation!

2011-09-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

today had CAT midterm

i almost had a heart attack/hysteria

i was doing the solver question when i realised that i couldn't find my solver button in excel!

then i tried to add a solver button but couldn't do it

i almost fainted can!

lucky i asked prof and he helped me "find" my solver button back

i was afraid that he would say something like "you shld have made sure that your excel is functioning properly before exam" and would refuse to help me

thankfully prof was very nice=)

but then in the end i still couldn't do the solver question cos think my objective func was wrong

i hope i can pass mid term

was really scared before test because me and my friends were trying out previous midterm paper but took super long to solve

but haha i tried to calm down by telling myself that failing CAT midterm is normal

prof has real high standard for CAT project la

today the TAs presented their proj last semester and i thought it was super good but prof still got criticisms for those projects

and i was really amazed that you can do alot of fanciful stuff with excel

but first i must learn how to create macros =xx

went to quiznos for dinner

but no more brocolli cheese soup!!=(

2011-09-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

i missed my train stop today!

so blur of me la..

then have to take the train back to hougang and missed more of my precious show!

anyway now is the election season and everyone is asking me to vote for them

but i only have 4 votes

haha so i just tell all of them who asked that i will vote for them

i am such a liar=xxx

sunig is in end september and will clash with midterm

siann ttm

had friendly with zenith yesterday

i defended a guy in the first quarter

he was super fast and agile. i admit i underestimated him initially cos he's quite short haha but his elevation is real high la! and i don't dare to stick too close to defend him cos he's a guy ma!

then during last quarter the umpire from their side is super b****! ok usually i don't like to scold ppl but that woman is extreme la

irritatinggggg

i didn't even touch that person and she blew me for contact twice. she's blind la! and when i stick close to my opponent i stood straight ok, never lean and she blew me again. wth

IO lesson ended late today

my friend was talking about how he stopped eating mr bean for 2months cos he saw a rat ran across the stall. but he didn't say earlier, we all bought mr bean already so we all disturbed him by telling him that maybe his pancake got some special ingredients inside haha.

anyway it's funny when the presenters plant ppl to ask them questions cos it's so obvious like today's group.

2011-08-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

i must conquer excel!!!

just did a draft for CAT assignment 1 and i am glad that generally i can get all questions except 1 which i needed to make reference to senior's ans haha

now just left with presentation and formatting of the assignment=)

went to mouth restaurant for dimsum breakfast with family and boyfriend

i like the fried carrot cake!!

yesterday had buffet with boyfriend's family

with lots of fish dishes

think i will get fat=(

at least boyfriend and i went cycling at east coast today

haha burnt a little fats

but then the frappe and hokkien mee wasted our cycling

i had an urge to eat hokkien mee after cycling so boyfriend and I went to old airport road

i am a satisfied girl!

FT lesson in the morning tomorrow and JPMorgan networking session in the evening

what should i do in between?

even though boyfriend is not exactly romantic but he's sweet every single day, not like those ppl that show romantic gestures once in a blue moon. so i am a satisfied girl=)

something surprising happen! phuapinru and I applied to the same uni for exchange, such a conincidence!

2011-08-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

have been busy for vivace

yesterday stayed back with netball exco to decorate the netball booth

it was super pretty but then this morning the org com told us we can't hang anything so have to take down our banner and board

really irritating leh

and got lot's of issues camp up, made my even'ts head real pissed off

good thing was that we got alot of sign ups=D

was late for CAT today due to vivace

CAT was horrible la!

it's like ALIEN language

i realized I am an idiot in excel

lucky got my friends but then again i think CAT will pull my GPA all the way downnnnnn

the scary thing was that prof showed us the distribution of grades the previous cohort had

and failing mid term is normal! cos the average for mid-term is like 9/25?

BFF got me thinking if i should drop industrial organization and take prob theory instead=( only left 1 more window for bidding, like too risky leh.. then if i drop, my another friend will kill me cos i asked him to bid for that class one=xxx how???

on a happier note, i made it to dean's list=)

but maintaining it will be difficult

2011-08-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

boyfriend coming back tomorrow!

to bf: i want to watch horrible bosses!!!=)

2011-08-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

first day of sch!

hs gave me a box of pretty cookies

FT prof is very funny. i like FT class cos got many friends in that class=)

but i feel very stresssss. cos have to speak EVERY single lesson or i will lose 3% for EACH LESSON=xx

ended up buying a blouse for FT

i am going to learn swimming in school with hs

so excited!!

haha the coach is a funny and nice old man

suddenly econs family seem small, every classes will see familiar faces

hopefully FM class tmr will have familiar faces too and not be full of year threes

tmr will be a busy day with vivace preparation and oikos booksale and FM homework!

my laptop is super laggg, so worried about it la=(

2011-08-07T20:06:00.002+08:00

i have to stay off contacts for 1 MONTH!!!

stupid eye infection.

woke up on friday with swollen and red eyes.

couldn't go to work and stayed home for 3 consecutive days

2011-06-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

i am falling sick

sore throat=(

and i didn't realise that today is mock camp cos i was too busy working these past few days and didn't check email

then again i wouldn't have been able to go anyway cos have to work

3 consecutive late shift follow by an early shift is super draining

and i felt like fainting on the train this morning

on a side note, i was really out of touch with news cos i was super shocked when the mrt stopped at woodleigh

haha

so finally woodleigh is open

and coincidentally when potong pasir ward was finally won by PAP?

i start spending alot of money even before i get my pay

bought mango tops (cos got sale=) and body shop stuffs

tomorrow i am going to buy some more things

can't wait to see boyfriend but stupid saf is keeping him in camp till tomorrow evening=(

2011-06-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

beloved!

2011-06-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

there are no ugly women, only lazy ones

so i decided to be deligent in my skincare regime

and i decided that i must go jogging. haha soon.

i think time passed really fast today when i was working

because i constantly have stuff to do

being busy is better than not having anything to do=)

2011-06-08T11:46:00.002+08:00

the zara image

haha seems like i have to either pile on blusher or change blusher. put eyeshadow and mascara. i feel lazzzyyy

yesterday was my first day at work

i really love those kids clothes!

i want to buy that floral skirt during the sales (Tasmin let's buy together!=)

boyfriend was doubtful that i can fit into the children's clothes

i think he secretly (maybe not so secretly) finds me fat=(

24 was super stressful cos i feel compelled to find the stocks fast

tasmin having off tmr, I will have to lunch alone=xxxxx

2011-05-22T14:56:00.003+08:00

to boyfriend: i can't access facebook to drop you a msg, sorry=x i bought you souvenirs!will be in singapore in 24hours time!=)

i had a really fun and rewarding trip
lots of shopping but spent too much money
later in the afternoon i am going to take a flight back to singapore from neatherlands
i love my bags!=)) mummy bought a bag for sis too. can't wait to give her! the bags are all so pretty but ex too=xxx

overall i love europe
love italy for the nice monuments
love switzerland for the breathtaking scenery
love paris for the wonderful shopping
love neatherlands for the countryside feeling and the wild amsterdam

2011-05-13T03:49:00.000+08:00

second day in Italy
and i love the country
love all the statues, churches and monuments
the flight to rome was so long and had to transit at dubai
thankfully emirates plane is quite comfortable and there are entertainment on board

had my second gelato ice cream today, yummy!
went to pisa today to look at the leaning tower of pisa
beautiful structure
then tour florence
going to venice tomorrow, can't wait
though i think the place will not smell very nice since it's like canals every where and the water will be still
but still, i think it'll be a romantic place
had pizza, pasta and steak for dinner just now
i only like the pizza, the steak wasn't that nice=x

weather here is very cooling. haha haven't even sweat yet. think it must be super hot in singapore now. thankfully i am in italy!

2011-05-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

i was really happy that i managed to pull my GPA up=)

result was released on friday but i only checked on saturday night

was a little disspointed with my BGS result though but was pleasantly surprised by my AS result

MC result was expected but no less disappointing

abit more to reaching 3.8=)

and i was really happy that workers party won aljunied! and i still can't stnd tpl. even though i didn't really follow the rallies and political news

went to queensway with boyfriend today

bought a pair of shoes that was too ex?

then we went to have meatballs at ikea

really missed going out with boyfriend!

flying off on tuesday

i will be back on 23May

2011-05-08T23:37:00.015+08:00

was back from Cambodia yesterday

it was really an awesome and meaningful trip

we started the trip with an R&R

siem reap was really very warm

we stayed in a hotel that cost 10USD per night

the good thing about the hotel was that it was within walking distance to the night markets and restaurants and pubs

so for the first 3 nights we went to the night market and pubs

the drinks there are cheap

drank jaggerbomb on the first night and couldn't sleep!=x

even went for a full body massage that cost only 5USD!

we went to angkor wat on the second day

it was really magnificient

but the steps were super steep and climbing down was really scary

on the third day we went to a very poor village to give out porridge to the children

the living condition was really very bad

worse than the dharavi slum in india cos the houses were not even concretised

then some children don't even have clothes

the children even take away porridge for their parents or for them to eat during the rest of the week because porridge is given out only once a week

however these children are really caring, especially the older children towards their younger siblings

they feed them first and transfer all the good food to their sibling's plate

initially i didn't know what to do. like how to communicate with the children etc.

after a while, can't remember why but somehow just started interacting with the kids such as through gestures and posing for photos and high 5.

on the 4th day, we took a 6hour bus ride to phnom penh

slept during the journey

we reached unacas at night

had a really nice dinner cooked by the maks

then we interacted with the kids

it was really dark so couldn't even really make out the faces of the people i was talking to

then we walked back to the church in the dark

while the girls were unpacking our stuff in the girls' room, a cat ran in and alot of people screamed

but hui san calmly picked up the cat and brought it outside

haha it was super cool

the toilet was scary

full of beetles, flies, frogs and other icky stuff

then the place was super warm and we slept outside the sleeping bag

after that i couldn't remember what happened on which day

i remembered though that all of us grew used to the cats
we no longer scream and avoid the cats and we even carry it

then i was no longer scared of beetles and i can now just calmly flick them away from my shirt

some of the touching things i remembered from the orphanage are

1) Pheakdey said he love me, one night when we said goodbye.

2) David asked me to be his sister.

3) Sokkeng helped me clean my arm with a piece of wet tissue

4) Tola sat behind me on the bicycle and sang ABC for me

5) Narith and Narioth and Pheakdey gave me lotus flowers which they plucked from the lotus pond. and the girls helped me fold them into roses

6) Narioth drew a (too) beautiful potrait of me

7) The village kids made rings for all of us (using leaf)

8) Malysa gave me a friendship band and plucked flower to put in my hair and also helped me tie plaits

9) Pheakdey showered me with lots of stuff and a folded heart with I love you=)

10) David and i got our matching sun Henna

11) Kia gave me a head wreath made of leaves and branches

12) Tikco learnt how to spell butterfly and did well in his spelling

13) Pheakdey emo on the day i left and tried to cry secretly (but i discovered)

many many more things too

i really will miss all the kids

and the food there ( yummy home cooked meals)

other memorable things are

1) pushing the truck for 3km under the sweltering sun when it broke down on our way to village. it was real tiring as we had only 10 people and the weather was really warm. but we made it there with the help of the villagers and the village children. friendly and sweet people=)

2) the first time i carried logs, dug holes and laid bricks for building fences

3) blew "leaf trumpet" with the village kids

4) conducting an english lesson with beetles and flies flying all around and landing on me. a fly(or beetle?) even flew into my mouth!!! grossss

5) eating red flowers that the kids plucked for me and playing with the filaments haha real childish though and i got stomachache that night

6) eating ice cream that is placed in a coconut and a super yummy stewed beef

7) visiting the killing field and S21

teaching the small children (classified as level 0) english was really tough because of the wide disparity in learning abilities and also due to their young age, hence lack of focus at times

but still, these kids are adorable

really love them

i learnt to be more loving towards others

i remembered being too emotional during one of the debrief session

because a kid asked me whether i will go back to unacas again

then i also got a little too emotional on the last day

when my kid cried and ignore me

i made a pinky promise that i would be back next year

and i will keep this promise

i miss them already!

2011-04-23T10:57:00.002+08:00

black out was eventful

but friends were drunk even before we went into zouk!

and my heels broke in the process of supporting my friend out of zouk

haha time to buy new heels!

SLC camp was slack and the food was nice

on the first night, went out for douhua with some ppl

i had my yummy egg tart=)

on second day we play angry birds and captain's ball

angry birds was so funny la cos got one group totally cannot aim

so our group is lucky, our eggs remain intact!

then we had alot of discussion with SSU and OSL ppl, and that was how i realised i didn't know alot about the operation of netball esp the finance

bbq dinner was great haha cos don't need to bbq myself and got cheese hotdogs, my fav!

went out with boyfriend yesterday

watched limitless which was ok, not as good as i expected

finally i went to MBS

i have never been there even though it's open for so long

and we went to 313 to have ramen and orchad central for cold stone!

so nice=)

i want to eat ice cream again!!

flying off tomorrow=x

2011-04-18T10:50:00.002+08:00

have to get some stuff for cambodia trip, including changing currency

and this time i am going to do everything myself, no longer asking my father

time to be independent!=)

i will need to wash my clothes there, including undergarments

i think it'll be a little embarrassing to hang them up to dry..

the pimples were initially very obedient. none came out during exam period or at least those that came out are not that obvious. but now got many!

tomorrow shopping and black out

wednesday got sports leaders' camp till thursday

then after that got ISP camp

so many things!

have to get my luggage packed soon

when are you coming?

addicted to dream high!

2011-03-26T11:20:00.002+08:00

i hate doing research.
for BGS research, i took a lot of time to find stats and even then the stats are not really what i want. advice: never choose an unknown or poorly develop country for projects cos they always lack statistics!
for AS research, i am like trying to insert modus tollens and other stuff into my debate. if only i can do fallacy instead of debate=(

i have to settle all these proj and start on my revision soon. 4 exams=x

my sunday will be burnt
carwash in the morning. BGS meeting in the afternoon. AS meeting at night.
have to endure..after week 13 things will get better. marginally.=(

2011-03-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

1 more month and summer will be here!
can't wait for summer!!!

finished my AS script for debate, yay!
and MC script and ppt done too! just need to memorise=xxxx tough

have to start studying for finals, 3 more weeks.
1 presentation this coming week and 1 homework due.
jiayou!=)

2011-03-05T00:05:00.002+08:00

yay i finally finish my BGS essay!=)
but it's not good enough and i know it..hmm how to improve leh?
need to get people to help me vet i guess.

i spent like 4 days on it and changed from doing deregulations question to doing on Ford. lot's of tears and sweats...

and yesterday had AS take home mid term. it's crazy lar. one of my friend spent 6 hours debating on the answer with her friends. i spent 3 hours and in the end decided not to care anymore and just hand in. the more you think about the questions, the more confuse you get. i think i will die during finals.

sunday i shall do micro homework and research on BGS group report=)

2011-03-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

had macro mid term today
i dunno how to do some questions=(
on a bright note, had dimsum for lunch today. the carrot cake is yummy!
and today is 1 for 1 for mac! bought nuggets with huisan!

i can't wait to go see Louvre Museum. the place looks beautiful in pictures!

had to start the ball rolling for AS cos no one is taking the initiative to organise meeting. =/

2011-02-17T17:35:00.002+08:00

i am not a nice person but what can i do? hate myself?

anyway finally recess week is here. i was so tired! micro mid term, car wash, mc meetings and presentation. finally i can sleep till ten.
more projects and mid terms coming up so i need to rest well during recess to prepare myself for after recess!
looking forward to sunday=)

2011-01-27T14:16:00.002+08:00

boyfriend surprised me on our 25th month=) i like burlesque for its nice music and dance.

macro was drving me crazy on tuesday and i was really brain dead at 6.45pm after macro class. just did macro assignment this morning. brain dead again.=(

analytical skills was driving me crazy yesterday too. thankfully i was doing it with two friends so less brain dead.

smu sac agm yesterday on contitution change was funny. the girl just sort of rambles on and all the contitutions are passed without any objections.

weekend is here=) i need to buy red or gold accessories cos my cny outfit is black and white=x

2011-01-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

since school started, my life was busy with netball, school and other miscellaneous stuff
so finally IVP ended and i need to catch up with my school work
netball training was very shiong during the season. it's like i can have 4 consecutive days of netball and late nights and of course supper.=x
BGS is rather demanding. group assignments every week even though not graded but i suspect it's secretly being taken into account under class participation.
MC is demanding too. assignment every 2 weeks. and there's a girl in my group who doesn't contribute much. for the final project i think it'll be tough working with her. but we got a korean girl with us=)
AS can seriously drive ppl mad cos you will start thinking whether the sentences got reasoning and still can't decide!
micro prof is real long winded haha
macro is too cheem and the homework is crazily tough. lump sum tax and proportional tax and consumption and leisure...going bonkers!

CNY is coming and i still haven't buy shoes=(

i am so glad that cl and i met up today! we didn't see each other for so long
i should start eating healthily
and i am so glad that i signed up for ISP to cambodia!=)

2010-12-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

灑脫

2010-12-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

hot and cold=(

2010-12-25T00:16:00.012+08:00

yesterday was our second anniversary=)

the sad thing was i had training in the morning. met boyfriend in the afternoon.

had cakes at secret recipe. i like boyfriend's cheesecake! watched narnia, not bad. then we went to vivo for dinner.

brotzeit german bier bar. only seats left was the high chairs so we took it. the waitress told me to sit on the chair and she'll push me in but i was thinking i am so heavy, how is she going to push me in so i sort of half sit and half stand and wanted to push the chair in myself=x in the end she laughed and i listened to her and let her pushed me in. i am light =D

ordered 2 winter beer. guess i am not exactly a beer person. boyfriend's face turned red haha drunk boy!

our platter! i love that fish on the top right hand corner, so sweet=)

on our way to singapore flyer! drunk boy!

my attempt to take boyfriend's candid shot x)

all the shots in the flyer failed=( it is either because the camera is lousy or i am a lousy photographer=xx

we have been together for so long. more years to come=)

today met up with sam and tasmin for dinner.

souperlicious was alright. sandwich is nice but quizno's broccoli cheese soup is nicer.

at least i had a healthy meal. haha but mud pie spoils my "healthy" diet. sinful but love it!

merry christmas! christmas is my favourite festival, after chinese new year (which is coming soon too!)

2010-12-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

i had a nightmare yesterday and i cried because my gpa is 3.68 which is the truth, it really is 3.68 and i already knew it on saturday and accepted it but still..

stats and mfe grades are good. twc and ct got B+. super sad with my ct grades cos i spent alot of time, effort on this half mod! and twc i tot i might be able to get A-. irritating.

then ltb was real bad. B! =xxx

but i hated my group so i guess that wasn't too surprising.

seems like i really can't do well in project. i seem to be asking for trouble by going to smu. project oriented curriculum is shitty.

no more dean's list=( need 3.8 for 2 consecutive sem to make it on dean's list. but on a bright note, i meet the requirement of the scholarship.=)

love stats and mfe prof lar, they are so cute in their different ways. i really want to be their ta if possible. no more gbe ta for me.

had udon with boyfriend today at ps.

i think the kimchi udon is very nice! apparently boyfriend is not the udon type haha he thinks it's like lao shu fen.

then we had gong cha

i don't really like the milk taste but guess that's waht differentiates gong cha from koi and eskimo.

went for training and i was horrified when charlotte told me that we are going to singapore indoor stadium there for physical training. the horrible long flight of stairs! we had to do run there in below 5min from knc then have to do 10 set of stairs with runnings. and have to run back to knc in below 6min!

it rained after awhile when we reached knc so training was cancelled. so we went nihon mura for "bonding session" lol

and had awfully chocolate and yoguru after that!

and yay i am finally going to science centre CSI tomorrow=D

2010-12-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

accompanied sis to hospital today. she's so poor thing lar=(

after that went for netball outing with smu uni people.

we went barrage in the late afternoon for picnic and kite flying.

it was cloudy when we reached and within 10min after we spread our mat and started eating our food, there was an announcement to ask us to leave the roof cos of lightning. so unlucky! lol and the wind was so strong, it was funny cos we struggled with our mats.

after we relocated to level one, we still had to struggle with our cups and plates; they were flying all over!

playing taboo with the netballers was high. haha but i am seriously bad in taboo.

ting yu cooked noodles for us, so nice!

took a couple of Polaroid photos but our hair was horrible cos of the wind.

ended off with dessert at chomp chomp=)

absolutely love the jelly beancurd thingy!

liying was super hilarious on the car. she's like a little lag, whenever we moved on to the next topic, she's still stuck in the previous topic! lol

i just finished half a packet of super rings!

and i ate a lot of chips, seaweeds and like 4 packets of gummy bear today! fatty me=(

brownie tomorrow!=D

2010-12-14T20:32:00.003+08:00

i am feeling super guilty for eating so much. it's like gaining back calories lost during training!

yesterday ate ashton after training. huimui's pork chop was so nice, i should eat it next time.

today went for lao beijing buffet. black sesame is just right; the sesame taste wasn't too strong. i like=)

going to be fat..

and my arms and legs are aching. i had to rub counterpain on my whole arms and legs!

i am so not looking forward to training on saturday cos we had to skip 1500 again.

i think i am not easily satisfied. saw my mfe grade. got 88 marks for exam but i want 90 plus! hopefully my marks can get me A+ or i will kill myself, seriously. i need an A+ to pull up my GPA.

friday is coming, and grades are going to be released on friday..

boyfriends parade is on friday too.

if i emo on that day, it'll be because of my grades.

2010-12-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

i like the song love the way you lie rihanna featuring eminem.

i don't want to go for training tomorrow morning cos i will definitely get sunburn and i am too lazy to run and do physical stuff. got a feeling that she will make us do core muscles exercises=(

i need to go shopping for presents soon.

2010-12-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

i like boyfriend's family=)
i like rapunzel too, it's cute and funny.
and i didn't cry hor! => to boyfriend
haha i was touched but didn't cry.
i like awfully chocolate's ice cream too.
eating it makes me feel blissful.

i was rather pissed that i have to pay once i tap my card to go into station even though i decided to not take train and left the station less than 5min later. doesn't make sense lar.

i was irritated that i have to do alot of sai kang for netball and that people don't reply smses promptly. now i know how many people must have hated me haha cos i was very lag in reply too. nvm i shall change.

watching mischievious kiss makes me laugh. but i still prefer the actors from taiwan version. shall scour for more drama!
training tomorrow and the day after, no more waking up late but at least exercises will keep me in shape=)

2010-12-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

a few days before i love my life

now i hate my life

it's like being on a roller coaster

i wanted to give thanks initially

but now i just want to sleep

and never wake up

2010-12-01T13:22:00.001+08:00

i got a C for ltb quiz...feel like crying.. expected it to be bad but a C is shit

omg how am i going to hit the 3.4 minimum

2010-11-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

omg i totally forgot about my friend's birthday

i feel real bad now..=x

2010-11-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

i want to watch rapunzel!

i felt very accomplished today because i made my potato salad and i cleaned up my cupboard and tables and my jewellery and bags.

threw away lots of things! i am going to clean up my wardrobe later=)

harry porter and shopping tomorrow, finally!

and i have a business plan in mind, so excited!=)

2010-11-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

boyfriend is so sweet=)

i am going to make potato salad tomorrow, finally. I had a craving for it since last week.

1/8 of uni life is over. hope my GPA will be ok..

stats paper was ok but not enough time. twc paper was surprising, especially the true false questions. must explain and give examples! and the zebra question was cute but i dunno the ans=xx lastly mfe paper ..was i dunno what to say..i am not confident of all my answers and that worries me.

hopefully stats and mfe can pull up my GPA

2010-11-18T19:12:00.002+08:00

i was reminded of something my friend said during one of the consultations

"there is differentiation by parts?"

i thought that was hilarious because nobody else in the room realized that what another friend said was wrong.

went Let's sweet at ps yesterday

it's not that nice. i only like the crepes=) the desserts are ok only, not that fantastic.

but i was quite attracted to the hand made udon restaurant beside it. the udon looks delicious!

i miss broccoli cheese soup=(

i must be more focus in studying.

2010-11-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

sore throat and flu

i feel horrible this morning and i was told that i looked like i was going to faint

it was bad enough that i have to wake up for morning lesson but with flu and sore throat i seriously feel like dying

was quite ok after drinking tea though, luckily

studied in school till 5pm and then went for ta consultation. exams are coming=(

weekend was busy

had twc meeting on friday morning till afternoon then went out with yl

had quiznos. the broccoli cheese soup is so nice, so is the sub

then had tako=) it's nice to just walk around aimlessly and eat nice food

went to shg on saturday

then went for class gathering which had only 7ppl! the popcorn was nice. i like the cheese one=)

i hadn't meet up with them for so long. miss those jc days, so much less hectic..

sunday was project day

twc meeting from 10am till 4.30pm and then ct meeting immediately after till around 8pm

but it's ok cos i like my ct presentation and twc we got alot of things done=)

i think prof su is nice. random thought.

2010-11-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

this week is real bad, so is next week. all the deadlines!

we realized that we are sort of in the wrong direction for twc project so have to research and do our website again!=((

hopefully ct presentation nxt wk will be a bang. but all the groups that presented today set a high standard..

on a brighter note,

yay had swenson lunch today. love 1 for 1!=D

and i got all my bids! even though i could have bid less for AS. i was so glad that i didn't bid for carla lim for MC cos her minimum bid was like 22! and i was planning to bid 16 plus for her lol

3 days week next sem=) and a long weekend from thurs till sunday, lovely!

i am going to start looking for second hand textbooks now=)

2010-10-31T22:25:00.001+08:00

i finally went out for movie with boyfriend yesterday. we hadn't watch movie together for around a month!

went out shopping with mummy today

bought lots of clothes, i am happy=)

nope, i am not very free now, but i need a break so i went out this weekend

school work will just have to waitttt=)

2010-10-22T10:59:00.002+08:00

netballers are really nice people=D

had training yesterday, it was so hazy! and i was thinking that i might just suffocate and faint.

training was tiring but not till the fainting extent.

went to national museum yesterday for CT. there was pompeii exhibition, it was impactful, especially the video! and ka ying, joanna and huisan made helmets!=)

things to do

-mfe homework

-stats homework

-ct visual rep

-read guns germs and steel

-buy a cooler box

going to school on sunday again!

smu is really a more mugger school than aj lol but it's ok if there are nice ppl to mug with you=)

2010-10-20T01:58:00.002+08:00

finally i have a break!

life has been super hectic since recess week. recess week was filled with proj. after recess week, there were presentations and then mid term and ltb quiz.

stats mid yr was on sat evening and the paper was horrible! it's like beyond comprehension for me. it's totally different level as the practice lar! never trust profs. so i emo on sat night though 7cheese pizza was very nice=(

prof gave us back the paper on monday, that's like very fast marking. due to his lenient marking and moderation, i guess i am happy with my result=)

had to mug for ltb quiz on sunday and monday. the quiz was difficult, not sure about many ques and i find the reflection ques a little ambiguous. hopefully it will be ok.

my phone spoiled! so sian lar, lost some contacts cos i saved in phone. and my phone just passed the 1yr warranty period! heart pain. guess have to buy a new phone.

had training just now, so tiring esp the circuit. think my stamina is real bad. not that it was good to begin with=x

things to do

-twc website

-look through stats notes

-read through mfe notes

-read Guns, Germs and Steel

& watch personal taste!=D

2010-10-12T19:04:00.003+08:00

one presentation down

can't say that it went well, but it ain't that bad at least=)

hate formal wear but guess it's just the culture of smu, what can i do?

presentation on thurs, think it'll be super scary cos it's indiv presentation. i must start to embrace presentation.

bought posh brownie for ocip ppl today. i am so gonna get fat=( ocip ppl should sell healthier food lar.

just wanna say my ct group is so crappy and nice!=) haha filming on sunday was fun but tiring. going back to school on sunday makes me feel like i got no life but at least i was with nice ppl.

2010-10-09T18:18:00.002+08:00

2presentations this week and 1 mid-year

school is so busy!

but we finished our csp execution and i had fun talking to the elderly. doing comm service just makes you feel happy

ct filming tomorrow, hopefully it'll be smooth sailing and that we can finish it by tomorrow.

i have been so busy that i am neglecting boyfriend=(

2010-09-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

my abs ache=(

i did like 80 sit ups on tues, 40 crunches? yesterday and 20 leg raise

leg raise reminds me of netball training in jc lar=xxxx

i have a craving for cheese fries from hangout!

it's not easy to get into uni team. sigh.

things to do tomorrow:

-complete stat ques

-research on twc group presentation

-CT idea journal

2010-09-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

there are so many things that i need to do.

i seriously dislike the sch email,

always have to clear it

and then have to check it for project updates. sian

smu gym is so cool! haha i especially love the biking machine. can watch tv one! not like hougang gym's.

i must finish stats homework tomorrow! or at least try all ques.

ok must must must do that and then i can start on my researches.

so many things to research on=xx

crazy life

off to read cleo=D

2010-08-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

i was in a pissed off mood for the last few days
yl thinks it's due to hormones but well i dunno
finished reading mercy by jodi picoult
in her book it mentioned that in a relationship, somebody always love more, it's nvr 50/50. it's either 70/30 or 60/40.
so that got me thinking and perhaps emoing abit
so i was super mean to yl when we went cycling on sunday morning=x
feel guilty to the max

we went to watch aftershock oon sunday afternoon
it was such a horrible movie lar! so sad and touching, made me cry throughout and luckily i brought enough tissues
yl was like laughing at me lor and haha i retaliated by poking him
i will not watch sappy movies in cinema anymore
unless i remember to bring sunglasses
ahhh puffy eyes!

current addiction: monopoly deal, winning yl

looking forward to toning lessons and yoga and aerobics=)
get healthy!

2010-08-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

lovely day today
but not so initially

in the morning, i went back to aj to help yl to get form but the staff person said cannot give=(
then went to smu to get my laptop fixed. it's so irritating! using the sch internet connection i can access oasis but nt using my home internet connection. that person tried to help me but i still can't access oasis!
irritating=x

after that met cl for shopping at bugis
we had lunch at swensons. very full cos we ordered sides too haa. i love lunch promotions
lacy clothes are so pretty! fell in love with a yellow blouse..initially i refused to buy it cos it was the last piece and i saw a tiny flaw
but then i couldn't find it elsewhere and kept thinking about it so i went back to the shop to buy it =x haha
cl bought a very cute bag! super cute, got bear bear on it!
bought make up from sasa and there was free makeover and eyebrow trimming, just right cos i needed to trim my eyebrow=D
then the lady used that heated curler to curl my lashes. that curler seems so cool! and it works well too=)

so yay i have 2 new tops, 1 new bottoms, blusher and eyeliner
efficient shopping =)

seeing cl having perfect vision, made me tempted to do lasik! haha i shall think about it.

2010-07-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

today is a happy day
my student was very responsive today
we played captain's ball during games time and jayden and annabelle was so cute!
then we played bball with little boys and lost to them
haha
jayden is so cute! so lively and adorable
and he taught me the whatever, major, loser sign lol
but i think i always get "bully" by kids=x haha

i love japan!
hokkaido is so beautiful! flowers everywhere
ana was rather nice though nt as nice as sia in terms of comfort but the service was excellent
they wheeled an ah ma in wheelchair onto and off the plane
the plane ride was 7hours, quite long and after that we switched to domestic flight at narita
on the plane there was a jap couple with a litte boy sitting beside me
the boy was whinning throughout the ride, think he was not feeling well, so poor thing
and the mother had to keep coaxing him and i think she was too stress that she teared. saw a pickachu plane!=D

first night was very cold. pinru and Iwent to the convenience store to buy sweets and choco
was lost, couldn't catch what the cashier was saying but luckily there was a huge screen to show me what are my items and how much to pay
we took pic with the vending machines hahaha

the next day we went to ainu village
they got a musical instrument that makes very interesting sound like boing
we had our first ice cream! vanilla flavour
first taste was normal but as you eat, it tastes nicer
but the ice cream so ex. looks like mac's ice cream cone but cost as much as ben and jerry's
then we went for lunch at a seafood place
omgg the crabs were so big! we added a long leg crab to our lunch and it cost 200 plus! and some clam thingy and fish roe
exxxx but nice!
SUPER JUICY
ahhh i miss the seafood already... the hairy crab is nice too!
then we went to bear ranch
initially we bought a packet of biscuit to feed the bears
but there were too many bears and that ppl usually fed those bears that were in the enclosures at the front and they won't have any food left for those bears behind
me and phua had like 2 biscuits left for the last enclosure and we didn't aim properly and 2 bears almost fought to get the biscuit! so heart wrenching=( so we bought another packet and fed all of them in that enclosure
i think we went to hell valley that day too haha couldn't rmb
it was really warm and got the stinky sulphur smell
then the water is like boiling, got alot of steam
scenery was real pretty, can see valley in the background.

anyway the next day we went to the chocolate factory!=DD
i felt like a kid leh
got those small small cottage houses and i tried to squeeze inside to take pic
there were many flowers too
the factory is like a castle
it's where they make the ishiya chocolate, the famous hokkaido choco!
took a walk around to see how they make the choco and then there's a toy museum also! saw many old toys like robots and micky!
then there's a collection of those gramophones!
and i saw beetles records. lovely place
took pic with astroboy also haha
saw lovely cakes and icing figures
ate second ice cream there. choco mix with vanilla i think
yummmmy
then we went to cheese making place. bought milk and cheese cake
hokkaido milk taste nicer than our normal milk=)
then went to wine making place
i stupidly filled my cup to the brim for wine tasting and there were like so many kinds, think i was a little drunk after that haha oh and the grape juice was very nice!
then we took pic with ther lavender behind the wine place
pretty but it was drizzling then
think we also went cherry picking that day but the cherries nt as nice as those in supermarket
i think i ate like 40 plus cherries, scary

day 3! my fav day cos we went to domita farm. a field of lavenders and other flowers
got purple, red, yellow...ahhh such a beautiful sight. on one side of a small hill, there's a stretch of lavender
the place is so purple haha
the workers there wear purple, even their scooters are purple
my fav colour!
we ate lavender ice cream
3 consecutive days of icec cream!

after that mostly shopping shopping shopping haha
the rock melon there is so sweet but super ex
a slice cost $4 plus and one whole rock melon cost around $100
and got a couple in our group bought 10! omg rich ppl.. many ppl chiong burberry blue label at diamaru and agnes b and fancl
haha i just dash to uniqlo lol
i bought like around 10 pieces of clothing. it's my regret that i didn't manage to buy jap shoes! my aunt says their shoes are super comfortable, got alot of cushioning and that super ex in s'pore
arggg regrets
but i'll go japan again someday haha

foood there is good good goood
had a dinner in a ramen shop. those very traditional, whereby it's small and got a bar sort of thing whereby you can sit and look at the chefs cooking the ramen. i love the char siew!
another dinner which is like a set and it's like in a room, those traditional kind whereby you kneel on the floor and then our tour guide entertain us by singing k lol
another dinner is like hot plate, grill meat
finally had a taste of the famous kobe beef but we had to order that, nt part of tour package.. 100 plus for like a slice of the beef!=xx but it's heavenly. melts in the mouth and very juicy and sweer
however i think the abalone is not worth the money, not that nice. the butter taste was too strong.
had a tempura lunch too. whereby we fry our own tempura.very fun!
our last dinner was thai food, very surprising
but the tom yum and the curry was really tasty and we had refills haha

besides food, i also want to blog about the hot springs
I like to wear yukata!
initially felt a little embarrassed and scared cos must be naked=x but lucky nt many ppl around so we just use a towel to cover then go into the water quickly
we had to shower at an area without cubicles, where they was a row of mirror and stools
it was quite nice actually cos i don't feel scared unlike showering at hotel room. the misty mirror makes showering alone very scary!

love japan!=)
but will love japan more if the shops don't close at 8pm! haha then i will be able to shop more
Japanese girls are super pretty! fair and skinny and like almost all put fake lashes and have pretty nails and they all wear heels
saw a girl who rode bicycle in stilettoes, idolize her lol

start saving for japan and maybe nxt time i'll go during tulip season=)

2010-06-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

tomorrow i am going for mawai camp!

so excited! i am looking forward to trekking and to seeing the fireflies=)

Yesterday's meeting ended before 10pm and I was proud of myself for replying to k's msg within mins haha. Had long johns for dinner with my colleague., think i can't abstain from fried food=x

Today was quite slack, as I had very few accident reports, but that's a good thing, because that means there were few accidents. But then i had to keep on finding stuff to do which was rather troublesome. My colleague and I even went up to the 4th level thrice, so paiseh! x)

Though i looked forward to the camp tomorrow, but I'll miss yl and I don't have pay as you roam so we can't sms each other=(

Will be back in S'pore on Sunday evening.

2010-06-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

i got a ticket to sell!

sachoom dance musical

arrggg was so frustrated, didn't realise that i am going to be in japan on 17july and stupidly told sis that i can go for the concert=xx

the seat is good. foyer stall, 1st floor

cost around $65 but willing to sell at lower price

it's on 17july, 8pm at esplanade

ppl pls sms me if you're interested!pls pls pls

i really want to catch it but then japan trip is more ex =(

2010-06-14T21:15:00.002+08:00

I don't like to be sick.

especially being sick when i don't have to work!

starting work only on wed so now i am freeee to go out and play

BUT then i have to get sick and feel like my throat is going to crack and my nose is going to drop

anyway karate kid was nice, was glad that i went with the volunteers to watch it

that kid looks like he's going to cry during the last match lar, makes me sad too

picnic this sunday=D yay

and today is xinyi's and daniel's birthday!

Happy birthday to the both of you!

can't wait to meet up with them this sunday=)

boy is so sweet today

accompany me to see doctor and to smu to hand in doc. thanks=)

2010-06-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

camp was super tiring!

i was angry and sort of lost it during end of day 1 and day 2

ops

being a group ic is tough tough tough especially when you get a bunch of kids who refuses to talk and decide on things and depended alot on you yet complained. (not all, some are sweet kids but still there are some who were just...)

i agree with tasmin, 1 boy is enough. lol.

got a really adorable girl

she's really shy at first but after that she was realy enthu esp with cheers=)

sweet kid!

and she kept on giving me and another female volunteer the snacks from their prizes

day 1

low elements is the highlight

nightwalk was kind of eh boring?

campfire is ok. lot's of entertainment from instructors

my kids almost did chicken dance lol

my period came and i was super irritated and uncomfortable

no supper=(

but kittredge got hello panda! and we got hello panda prize ceremony=D

then we played a CLASSIC game, snake and ladder

and kittredge won! unfair!

hahaha he won a muffin, sponsored by lindsay.

we wanted to play games so we took k's snake and ladder and other games and waffles to exchange with yishun shg volunteers

but apparently they were in a midst of an intense battle so we were rejected=(

so we ended up playing charades which was super funny

tasmin was super pro at guessing and annabel at doing the actions!

jiayan was super cute lar, she and tasmin were both doing "A, B, C..." for the word english

then sentry duty at 3pm

a girl couldn't sleep and kept on moving about, making noises and wanting to wake up her friends

so annabel and jiayan, tasmin and i took turns to "stare" at her till she finally fell asleep.

after which we all went to sleep for 1.5hr

day 2

lots of thanks to the ever present camp commandent ( who showed his pretty legs during 'morning walk') haha. he ensured the kids safety and well being

lots of thanks to arthur for running around to ensure that the games were carried out smoothly

lots of thanks to annabel, yu xin and cheng lin for being station masters

and lots of thanks to many others

these ppl are so nice!

dionysus got 5th=D unexpected but a good surprise!

had suki sushi buffet with annabel, kittredge, tasmin, kenny and teck wee

we were a crazy bunch

esp kittredge! he fell in love with "drumrolls, ka ching ka ching..."

lol

cab home with kittredge

super tired when i was home, giddy

overall camp was fun=)

pic are on yahoo group and facebook, too tired to post them here

i want volleyball for the next gathering! pls pls!=)

2010-05-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

i am super indecisive and i can't stand myself too!
so i just changed my choice to SMU Econs because i want to study Econs, because i like Econs and because i want to be an aj Econs teacher when i have had enough of exposure to the banking and finance environment. so why did i even consider business? bad decision then, it isn't what i want.

i want to join netball too! after my job ends i am going to go exercise and build up my stamina and fitness=)

i feel much better after finally deciding.
it's my final choice.

2010-05-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

I don't dare to accept nus offer....ahhhhh i am going crazy!
I am so afraid that i may make the wrong choice and my future will be bleak because of this one wrong choice.. am i thinking too much? or is it normal?
friday i'm going down to nus with my colleague to hand in form p
so by thurs i'll have to accept the offer online..
cool down girl!

I changed my mind and didn't extend for another month. i think i dui bu qi my colleague. =( she's so nice, i feel guilty to the max.

I am now trying to decide if i shld apply for hall. Hall life seems so fun and it'll be so convenient! But my mum says she'll miss me and sis is going to move out nxt yr, the house will be so empty!
so what shld i do?

Think i must start being a more decisive person and be more independent in decision making...=xxx

2010-05-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

the activity based exercise for PUB and NEA is quite an experience. the activities were fun but the 'gather in a circle to talk' session after each activity is scary!
the exercise started off with posh chinese lunch. got 6 dishes leh! and it's those restuarant kind, with the plate in the middle that you can spin.
i didn't fight for a chance to speak...cos i don't like to speak under this kind of circumstances.. or maybe i was just afraid of getting rebutted at? haha
i made a friend today,and she's going nus and thinking of staying in hall too! yay! must convince her to go kent ridge=))
hope nus send me the letter soon, cos seems like PUB and NEA scholarship will not be mine=x

2010-05-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

and i am going to dedicate a post to the nasi lemak at my workplace there! haha it's super nice and cheap!
the chili is the nicest and so is the rice! the chili is sweet but not too sweet, still got the spicy taste. then the rice is so fragrant! and the chicken wing is so tender, the meat i mean but full of guilt lar, cos it's deep fried. so is the curry puff my colleage gave today. but the curry puff is nice too!

today i discovered that comfortdegro is a global company. it co-owns buses in london! has shares in london cabs( i think), and it is also present in china, australia and other countries. so surprising leh!

2010-05-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

yay in the end my colleague and i both decided to extend our contract by 1 month but the final decision is still up to HR.
weekend is here! haha cos i am on leave tomorrow. going to the pub, nea activity.
i just received an email from nus sch of business. omg omg i hope it's not a hoax email or something. if the email is true and that i did get the scholarship, i am going to nus! i hope the email is really from them...ahhhh=D
maybe then i'll have money to leave in hall! yay! but must wait for a more official email first...=xxx

nea and pub seems like a very nice environment for work also leh... haha i must do my best tomorrow.

i am looking forward to sis's engagement and mawai camp and june camp!

for now, i must do more research on nea and pub=)

2010-05-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

should i extend my contract?
i want to cos i don't want to find job again. i also can't just slack at home or i'll spend alot of money. but then my colleague is thinking of not extending=( i think i must try to convince her to extend tomorrow.
my auntie is resigning also lar, so sad...=xx

anyway i think jap is fun haha dooshite <= sounds so familiar during lesson cos i remember hearing it when i watched inuyasha=D
but there's quiz this friday and i think i'll be very lost haha
i can't wait to see lavenders! i hope they will be blooming in july and i want to take lots of beautiful pic.

this week so many k sessions! think tomorrow the 4-1 ppl going k but i got work so can't go=(
but on a brighter note, this sat going teoheng with the volunteers! yay! and i am not 91! lol. think only the volunteers who went hangout on last sat will understand x)
then sunday singing klunch with a few of my jc class peeps
singing for the whole weekend!=D

and coming sunday sis is going to choose her engagement dress and i am going too, to give her advice!=)
which reminds me of what happened on last sunday. yl and i were at bugis junction and a guy from bridal studio stopped us and asked us to look at the pic. lol we are below 21 leh! and that day i was lucky? i bought sugar cane juice and i gave the person 10.30 and he gave me 11 as change. x)
but i am not an honest girl=xxxx hahaha

weekend is coming!~~~~ 2 more days!=D

2010-04-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

I want that bag! but it ain't cheap so i have to consider carefully. it's like 10% of my pay=xx
i have to work on monday! no more holiday because i am no longer a student. at least not yet a student.
jap lesson has been fun but the 'spelling' is driving me crazy haha
i think working isn't so boring anymore but then every morning i always feel like sleeping and today i almost missed my stop!
i have to buy new shoes for work. one pair practically disintegrated lar, ok i am exaggerating. the other pair is kind of dirty. then all the rest not suitable leh.
I hope YOG offers me the volunteer position soon. the KIV words are kind of irritating=xx

2010-04-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

after procrastinating for so long, i finally completed 2 modules of yog's lessons=) tomorrow lunch time i shall do more.

an auntie from my office gave me a brownie today, it was a big slice and very nice! maybe next time i can go novena to buy=)

i think it's like there are food every day lol i may grow fat soon but i am not complaining haha!

tomorrow i have to rush out of office promptly at five thirty. jap lesson! i am excited, haven't had lesson for a long time hahaha. i am a nerd lar.=D

weekend is coming!

to xinyi, yuyuan and may: thanks for hershey!=) it's so cute and brown and yummy lol

2010-04-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

suddenly work is so busy! haha and i have to walk to and fro a lot so i think i might slim down=)

tomorrow there's going to be some disaster preparation thing and the whole department minus me and two other ladies are going to move to another building. without my mentor auntie i think i'll die=xxx but got kfc tomorrow! yay

i have started working ot now already. i have to take leave again on 13april, dunno how to tell my supervisor. she's so nice and i feel very dui bu qi her.

and i messed up something today=xx

my pay this month is quite pathetic but then it's because i worked less than 3 weeks. i want to buy a present for myself so i am going to go shop this weekend!=D

i was thinking about what my sis bf told me. i would be in debt for practically the remaining of my life after graduation. have to pay for study loan then after that for hdb flat. life seems so bleak suddenly. seems like in the future, everybody needs to keep slogging to pay off whatever loan they have. now i understand why ppl emigrate.

2010-03-31T22:10:00.002+08:00

i wanted to tell yl about my nightmare this morning but...oh well=(
i dreamt that there are vampires in the school and the teachers are the vampire and i only remembered that it's scary
as usual i woke up before the alarm sounded.

it's going to be quiet this year.

i kept on yawning in the morning and it was so difficult to keep myself awake
thankfully, i was less tired after lunch
tomorrow is the start of april=( i have to do something else for my job...sigh
but on a brighter note, tomorrow is phuapinru's birthday!=D
and tomorrow meeting gfs
i want to go atestique (however you spell it)
can't wait to try their alcoholic tea!=DD

2010-03-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went for keppel group scholarship tea
my alarm sounded at six fifteen and i didn't want to wake up so i decided not to attend the scholarship tea. but at seven fifteen i just suddenly woke up and felt guilty because i rsvp that i am attending. So i jumped out of bed and got ready in fifteen min and dashed out of house to hail a cab. luckily i managed to get a cab immediately and reached keppel bay tower on time.
i am so glad that i decided to go.

i was relieved when i saw yeeching there because i thought i would be alone.
we went to reflections @keppel bay showroom. ahh i am in love with the condo! can even dock your yatch there! and the scenery is just breath-taking~
then one of the showrooms had four bedrooms and there were a total of five bathrooms! and a walk in wardrobe! and the bathroom in master bedroom has both a tub and a shower place! and i like the flowery wallpaper!

next we went to their shipyard at tuas for a tour! i was wowed by all those big cranes, submisibles etc. and for once i thought it'll be cool to be an engineer! those stuffs are so huge and heavy, few thousand tons! there's even a floating hotel!=D
too bad we aren't allow to walk inside the shipyard, can only take a bus around=(

after that there were talks and dialogue. one of the HR heads look so distinguish and the way she speak is so amazing, she can convince people.
however i was late for shg because the tea ended later than the stated time and i didn't even get to eat lunch=(
shg was fun as usual but my student didn't go=(
After shg, went out for dinner at kovan to celebrate daddy's birthday. the red milk tea is nice. and i was so full! haha but yl doesn't seem to be full x) oink!

today i spent the whole day at home reading
sometimes i just like to curl up at home and read a book with nice background music
so relaxing~

2010-03-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

sometimes you want what you can't get the most
and that irritates me.

I took half day today to go back to aj and i felt so out of place there in my work attire.
a familiar place, yet i felt out of place=x
met Ms Aw, she's so nice, helped me to prepare for the interview.
I must cut down on my use of 'like...' and 'cos'. lol

I am now used to work life and for once time seems to pass by reasonably fast=D
my pay this month won't be much i think but i don't mind as long as i get pay.
and i am so proud of myself, for having the discipline to do half an hour of exercise every weekday.
and i am happy volunteering. except that i can't join the nike race on 10april=(
haha

tomorrow is the interview=xxx i scared i make a fool of myself.
things to do:
-read highway codes
-do reflections for Minds outing
-research more on ie singapore and keppel corp
-write an essay for ntu
-write an essay for iras
-buy cousin's present
-go shopping!
-catch a movie!

2010-03-11T19:06:00.002+08:00

i just checked, the annual tuition fee for london sch of economics is close to 29000 sing dollars! that is not including accomodations, materials etc. so exhorbitant!
seems like i'll stay in singapore to obtain a degree, unless i can get a scholarship BUT then for scholarships for overseas study, the bond is six years and that's too long. usually, fresh graduates won't stay in their first job for more than 3 yrs or they will perhaps forever be stuck there. ziqin's logic haha.

met two of my coaches today when i went for and sec's match. they both do not think well of smu=(
they think i should go nus or ntu
anyway juniors are so terrific! 2nd and 4th =D
arhh miss those anderson days!
have the urge to play netball again...
had lunch at japanese food court with kaixin and yup the food not very japanese
northpoint is so different now and i feel sua gu when i am there haha

starting work tomorrow=xx at comfort haha
for the sake of good pay, i shall endure =)

can sat night be here soon?

2010-03-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

haha suddenly wanted to relieve those giant days
i miss playing netball with them!
yay bl and me going to watch the finals on thurs
it's been a long time since i have last watched a netball match and i am so excited!
=D
i borrowed a cook book on chinese desserts
maybe i shall cook chinese dessert tomorrow
i am transforming myself for yl lar, now learning how to cook lol

tomorrow got interview, hope i can get the job *cross fingers*

yummy desserts!

2010-03-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

i woke up late today.
decided to cook dinner so went with brother to ntuc to buy grocery
haha cooking dinner is fun but i have no talent in cooking lol
and my fingers got garlic and butter smell..eek
i need a job!
and i need to learn something or my brain will die=xx

2010-03-06T22:20:00.001+08:00

i envy people who knows what they want in life
because i seriously have no idea
i don't even know what course i want to take in uni and what career i want in the future
i think i am in deep trouble
better lock myself at home and ponder through.
definitely local uni though.

2010-03-01T17:10:00.002+08:00

i am jobless now!=(
went down for receptionist interview this morning. i sort of got lost haha.thankfully i printed out a map=)
anyway i think they don't want me as i have no experience as a receptionist. must wait for their phone call.
lucky got phuapinru! haha her company helped me find a short job=) i must find job and start saving money for Hokkaido.

results coming out this friday=xx i am scared. i don't want to repeat. i want good results.

not having a job is kind of boring too. i busied myself this afternoon by doing housework. hope i can find a dream job soon=D

2010-02-28T19:12:00.004+08:00

our vday cake!

2010-02-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

friday was my last day in comfort
prepared cards for my colleagues and chocolates
they are so sweet! gave me a bag as farewell gift and a cute card
my supervisor gave me a testimonial too, yay!
for once i had nothing to do in the afternoon cos we didn't have much cars for allocation that day
haha think i'll miss all those 'technical terms' used. "k2", "post vehicles", "initiate return", "PH" <= nope that doesn't stand for public holiday haha
and i'll miss my colleagues! really thank them for their guidance and patience.
took pictures with them but don't think i should post haha must respect their privacy.
i'll go back and visit someday=)

went out with tasmin, sam, alicia and chris for dinner on friday. we went timbre @ old school. many thanks to tasmin who made the reservation!=) the flight of stairs was tiring! pizza was good but beer wasn't nice esp when it isn't cold anymore. the place is very ulu but i like=) a frog jumped out of bush when i came back from toilet! scared me and i jumped and sort of gave a little scream=xx then a group of ppl turn and stare at me=xxx malu
we played the pig game and it was funny when sam was level 3 pig and we ignored her!

saturday
went for moneywise board game training in the morning. haha had trouble waking up early. the game was quite fun! eveybody hates getting into the mall lol. and for my group the slacker won! lol
had lunch at city plaza with tasmin. we bought dresses, so pretty!
then after that had SHG. having tasmin there is so much more fun! i think i love teaching kids=)
met yongli after dinner and we had a long walk. ahh they let him book out so late!=(

sunday
went bugis with yongli. lunch was rather nice, much better than manhattan fish market's
then we went to pray. it was so crowded but must pray for good results!
after that we went national library. saw a street bball competition, looks rather boring=x
saw an interesting book but didn't borrow cos think it's a bit psychotic.
then had dessert!
i am hungry now, think i shall eat my dinner=)

2010-02-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is my last day
haha have asked my supervisor for testimonial but dunno whether he will give me or not
i have met all kinds of people during this period. ok actually i mean all kinds of driver. those rude ones, friendly ones, troublesome ones etc.
i shall forgive those that have been rude and demanding. basically all those that are 'troublemakers'
haha=D
mix feelings now haha happy that i won't meet troublesome drivers but sad that i won't be seeing those nice aunties anymore and have to find job again

written some thank you cards for my colleagues=)

i didn't go down for interview today in the end because i was going to be late. my interview is rescheduled to monday morning. the lady is nice!=)

going out tomorrow!=D

2010-02-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

i got the internship! lol
i was very surprised because i seriously think i was talking nonsense during the interview and i was rather tactless in my words. the lady called me in the morning when i was at the printer and my mentor shouted for me but i still missed the call and when i called back her line was busy. i thought she was going to reject me since she didn't call again. haha but i just saw her email=)
but then should i accept?=xxxx
opportunity costs!

another lady called me in the evening to ask me to go down for interview tomorrow. hope i will get that job and most importantly hope that job is nice, with good pay and fun ppl.

my mentor in comfort is very nice. she is thinking of ways to help me extend my contract. so sweet! i think i will miss her=(

my eyes are super red now. i look like a rabbit lol. ar i think my contact lens has a tear=xxx

2010-02-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

i forgot to blog about winter olympics! haha

was home early so manage to catch parts of the winter olympic. i want to go to Vancouver!=D
saw the curling game and i was amused by the game. it looks funny and i feel sua gu cos never see this kind of game before haha. looks like bowling but when the person releases the curling stone, two other team mates must use the brush to brush the ice. lol pardon my terms used. it just looks cute!

then ice dance was breathtaking! the canadian team deserves the gold=)
i want to learn too! haha

2010-02-23T21:42:00.002+08:00

I took half day off today because i had an interview with PUB & NEA in the afternoon.

I saw a very cute toddler when i was on 54 . he waved to me! so cute haha he made me shy x)
then went bishan library to pass time before training down to newton
the UOB building at newton is so pretty and in fact i once thought that was the environmental building instead.
interview was...unexpected haha i didn't anticipate any of those questions=xx i think i spoke alot of rubbish=P

need to find a job soon! from march onwards i will be jobless!=(

3more days and i will see yl=D

a day of sadness

2010-02-16T21:40:00.002+08:00

i hate it when my dreams get dashed. i feel like a little girl being told that there is no such thing as princesses and castles, no faraway land, no happily ever after. it's not fair to just squash my fantasy. so that's it, valentine's day is just another day.

i need a break from everything. i just want to hide in a cocoon and not see anyone.
remembered my dream of getting into Harvard. whatever happened to it?

sometimes lying isn't as bad as intentionally hiding.

2009-12-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

finally i am posting again.
alevels is finally over. it dragged on for a month and i thought i was going to die. everyday was just a routine, kept on repeating.
but then again i don't feel much joy after physic paper. i guess i was rather numb.
and now there's the thing about prom. have to buy and settle so many things, such a hassle and i am starting to regret buying the ticket in the first place.
but then again what's done is done, so i shall just enjoy prom and hope i'm not too under dress.
i think my dress is too casual but i bought it already so no choice=)

woke up early today to go jogging and my stamina is real bad, don't think i even ran more than 2km. and i have to run 10km this sun, how?!=xxxx
then meet sis to go buy dress. went city plaza then parkway then orchard. did alot of walking. my feet hurts. i want comfy shoes! found my shoes at wisma. settled makeup at wisma. hmm now about the hair..=xxxx
went far east to eat the nice nice ice and to buy some stuff=D
yay can't wait for lunch with cl tomorrow=DD

2009-01-08T23:23:00.002+08:00

chalet was tiring overall and i didn't go for four one chalet in the end =xx

monday
had training in the morning
and jiaolian scolded me, so scary=(

met shir to go to chalet together
all the guys were there
then we went to play pool
haha edmund chua was down on his luck

then we takeaway food to go back to chalet cos we want to watch little nonya
the ending wasn't nice
i prefer happy ending
jane and chenshuang came quite late
their trip to chalet was funny

the guys played indian poker and the four of us went to sit by the pool and talked
leon was very drunk
he was so aggressive
he looks like those kind that will beat his wife=x
the four of us went upstairs to played card games and to get away from leon who was a little noisy
me and chenshuang slept early

tuesday
went for late breakfast
then me and shir watched chenshuang swim for less than fifteen min haha
after that met daddy to chack in for netball chalet
finally saw lao ba after so long! but didn't really chat with her much=(

played homos with netballers
it was crazy haha
we just snatched the card and even torn a few=x
went for bbq at class chalet
lots of satay. nice nice=)
then went for steamboat at netball chalet
we prepared a song for seniors haha.
ate alot. and i ate rice!=x
miss kat was very late
she brought sparkling juice and coach "pop" it open.
reminds me of sec one days.
then chatted with coach.

finally me, yuzheng and yueting cleared up everything and we showered before the seniors
haha we played "yuzheng is stupid" game downstairs while the seniors played majong upstairs
then the two of them kept on wanting to make me lose so that the game will be called "ziqin is stupid" game. lol
we kept screaming and snatching till my throat felt abit weird.
then yuzheng wanted to sleep but yueting and i don't let her sleep
we kept on talking till five in the morning haha

wednesday
we managed to sleep till eight plus when ruihong called me
i was too tired to talk so i just mumbled and he asked me if i was awake lol
then after that me and yueting decided to sleep for half an hour more but yuzheng won't let us
haha cos she was too hyper to sleep and she wanted to take"revenge".
in the we didn't eat breakfast together but went home straightaway instead cos too tired and got
training in the evening.
saw bryan on my way home. it's been a long time since i last seen him.

skipped lunch and slept all the way till three plus
i didn't want to wake up for training!
but in the end i still got up=x
training was quite enjoyable cos jiaolian was in a good mood
but ended quite late at eight thirty

today
supposed to go shopping with sam and chris but cancelled in the end
must go another time
i can't access ivle=(

2009-01-04T00:34:00.003+08:00

impromptu shopping today
went bugis with mummy and sis
hadn't been there for a few months, it's a little different
managed to get cosmetics and shorts=)
saw a nice stripy bag but i don't think i'll buy it yet
after dinner bro came and picked us up to go marina square
managed to get undergarments
lavender essential oil doesn't smell nice=x

now i am in a dilemma
should i buy that flowery skirt or buy more tops? =x

2009-01-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

pretty
hope my 2009 will be a bang
happy 2009!

the mudpie at coffee club is yummy
i like=D
and i am done with my new year resolutions
now i must convince my brother about my birthday plan hahaha

2008-12-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

it was raining in the morning
but it stopped at around ten so me and tas went to sentosa
after our breakfast at subway(healthy=)
we were complaining that it was not sunny enough but we were still burnt in the end
we were playing with our pretty pink volleyball initially
fortunately we stopped playing and suntan instead cos a group of pro ppl started playing vball after that

wanted to watch movie but the time slot was sold out
so unlucky
so went shopping instead
manage to buy a dress for a steal and a very comfy flats=)
comfy shoes are a MUST
and manage to get a blouse
that pretty blouse is too short=(
i still need to get a bottom, preferably shorts
hope i will have enough money left for either that pretty skirt or a bikini
*cross fingers*

2008-12-28T00:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday had bbq at christine's house
woke up early and met tas at peter's house bus stop to go to his house together
before we even press the doorbell, we heard koko barking
haha she's such a good guard dog
koko was so hyper
after subeer and ashwin came, we went to buy the bbq stuff
apparently we were at a lost withour alicia haha
in the end we anyhow buy some food which turned out to be insufficient=xx
sam was late! =P
sam, tas and me left for j8 for lunch after that and we were wondering whether the guys will cook the fried rice or wait for us
in the end we cook the fried rice ourselves
haha we had to keep koko away
she was so attracted to the food!
after all the preparation, we cabbed to chris's house

not alot of ppl came but still managed to see ppl who i have not seen for a very long time=)
nithiya is very slim!
didn't do much there except eating and chatting
sam and chris and a few guys swam and played 'water polo'
yuzheng got pushed into the water by peter, poor him ;)
when it was nine we all went to watch little nonya
and viting was very agitated lol
left at ten plus with many ppl with xinru bringing us out

i boarded the bus from the wrong direction! cos i was chasing it and just boarded without checking out the board
so i ended up at yck
and then my feet got blister cos of that stupid shoe=(

thanks tasmin for the cute journal and nail sticker, christine for the boxful of cute accessories, alicia for the pretty dress and sam for the pretty necklace

i want to go sentosa!=D

2008-12-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

i should diet
i should but i don't want
too tedious
i think i shall just stay away from rice indefinitely.

and i like systems of linear equations=)
it's much easier than macluarin's since all you had to do is use gc.

got an angbao from aunt yesterday.so practical. can go shopping=)

i think i want to call oasis tiggy instead, sounds cuter=D

2008-12-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

i am in love with essential oils suddenly
burnt rose oil yesterday
then now burning sandalwood
so sweet-smelling, i like x)

training was not as intensive today
cos it was raining in the morning=)
had team lunch
and i ate alot of food

i love fruit cake
and royce chocolate-rum and raisin=D

2008-12-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a bad day
i met a pervert on the bus in the morning=(
then got scolded by jiao lian during friendly
and i had blister on my feet!
i think i am blister-prone =x

however all was fun after i left scgs=)
went for lunch at bishan kfc
then met tasmin to go shop for christmas presents
it was easier to settle on presents this year
we sat at subway and chatted
i bought the large drink and it turned out to be indeed very big=x
we saw ser kiat! hahaha
then we wanted to buy the reindeer hair band but we can't find it
so sad
trained back to hougang myself
(tasmin move to hougang lar! x)
then bought more christmas things at hougang mall
all presents are settled except one
=D

today was boring, i just slept and slept the whole day
i am such a pig=x

2008-12-14T22:53:00.004+08:00

pictures, courtesy of kaixinjoanna, bl, cl, coach, elia and me
we were trying to act like we miss the cage(where we used to keep netballs)? lol
bl and cl made the word "BL"=)

2008-12-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

went for giant graduation event for the sec 4s
i miss those days~
saw bl kaixin and joanna and elia
and of course cl
took picture with coach
i miss training with her

tomorrow got friendly at scgs
i think it'll be bad

2008-12-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

got tagged by chenshuang
Question:

1.你觉得怎么样才算幸福
当你和你在乎的人都很快乐

2.你们能容忍自己的男（女）朋友交异性好友吗?

可以。

3.你会怎样打发无聊的日子?

借书来读或睡觉=〕

6.遇到你真爱的人但他(她)不爱你,或者是他(她)有对象,你会放弃吗?

会。

7.你相信这个世界上有真正属于自己的那个唯一的人吗?

不相信。

8.你最不能忍受最爱的人犯什么错?

劈腿。

9.心情不好你会怎么办?

哭。

你最铁的哥们（姐们）调走了你的男朋友（女朋友）你会怎么办?

我不知道。

13.相信缘分这东西吗?

不信。

15.有没有可以回去的感情?

没。

17.没有永远的朋友只有永远的利益你相信这句话么？

不相信。

18.现在最大的心愿是什么？

完成爸爸和妈妈对我的心愿。

19.你觉得自己活着是为了什么?

为了体验人身的苦与乐。

22.你是期待未来还是想回到过去？

期待未来。

25.你最快乐的时光是什么时候?

当所有我爱的人都在我身边的时候。

27. 女人抽烟你会反感么？

会，不管是男是女都会。

29. 你是一个现实的人么？

是。

33.未来你想过怎样的生活？

儿孙满堂和开心的生活。

34.说一个自己的致命弱点。
太冲动和想太多。

35.相信男女之间建立在暧昧之上的纯友谊么？分析。

我不信。这样其中一方一定痛苦。

38.你有看到第一眼就讨厌的人吗? 为什么呢?

有因为行为让我不喜欢。

40.喜歡出國嗎?

喜欢=〕

41.你觉得要把不正常的人（弱智，外形有缺陷，等等）当正常人看待难吗？
要是时常接触就很难，不常接触就还好。

i took a long time to do this=x

2008-12-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

i felt useless. training was bad.
my calf cramped or maybe it was just tense?
then did medicine ball
which i totally dislike! now i have 3more blisters in addition to one wound which was originally healing
=x
went to pizza hut with netballers after training
minhui was funny
so was yuzheng
lol but it was quite gross too x)
the bill was typed wrongly so in the end we paid less=)

reached home and took a nap all the way to six
i thought i was going to be sick cos i was feeling super cold
but thankfully i am fine after my nap=)